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Monday, December 28, 2009

Wishing Happy New Year and Welcome Year 2010

Sorry for very lorn term silent no update. It's been a CRAZY (good) year for me, and hopefully it's been the same for you all. Just writing to reflect on 2009 a bit and show what i have done for you all in 2010 :). I got a big tale story and need time to write it coming soon. Just a few word for coming year 2010


"THINK BIG but START SMALL" <- this might be my important year to my own company and getting loan.


and


"The Moment You Stop Learning, You Stop Leading"  <- this is my motivation quote for this new year


and



"You need many idea to get one good idea" from

So, on behalf of the team(still not yet existing), we wish you and your family happy new year!






Thursday, November 12, 2009

ISTIDRAJ

Minggu lepas, kawan seofis Fendi tanya "Kenapa kadang kala kita lihat seseorg insan tu sentiasa dapat kegembiraan spt dapat naik pangkat, murah rezeki dll sedangkan dia tu selalu melakukan kemungkaran? ". So , Fendi pun jawablah yang kdg kala sesuatu anugerah Allah swt kpd seseorg individu tu bukanlah sebab Allah sayangkan hambanya itu tetapi kerana Allah nak tengok sejauh mana keikhlasan orang itu Allah nak tengok adakah hambanya itu akan menyedari bahawa Allah amat bermurah hati dengannya jadi sepatutnya dia bersyukur dan berubah menjadi baik.


Tapi jika individu itu masih tidak reti bersyukur maka sesungguhnya dia telah menimbulkan kemurkaan Ar -Rahman. Ada member tanya kenapa kdg 2 kita dah banyak kali berdoa tapi belum dapat apa yang diimpikan . Ustazah kata itu tandanya Allah sayang pada kita. Sebabnya Allah tahu kalau kita lambat atau belum dpt yg diimpikan , kita akan terus berdoa dan mengingati ilahi. Sebenarnya Allah amat rindukan suara hamba-hambaNya merayu dan memujiNya. Kalau sekali berdoa terus dapat, kemungkinan besar lepas tu kita akan taksub dan lupa utk bersyukur pd yg Esa. Tup-tup dpt pula artikel ni drp seorg rakan. A very relevant and interesting article. Semoga Allah beratkan timbangan ibadah kita drp timbangan dosa di Pdg Mahsyar nanti. InsyaAllah . .


Apakah dia istidraj itu?
Ianya adalah pemberian nikmat Allah kepada manusia yang mana pemberian itu tidak diredhaiNya. Inilah yang dinamakan istidraj. Rasullulah s.a.w. bersabda: "Apabila kamu melihat bahawa Allah Ta'ala memberikan nikmat kepada hambanya yang selalu membuat maksiat (durhaka) , ketahuilah bahawa orang itu telah diistidrajkan oleh Allah SWT. " (Diriwayatkan oleh At -Tabrani, Ahmad dan Al-Baihaqi)


Tetapi , manusia yang durhaka dan sering berbuat maksiat yang terkeliru dengan pemikiranny a merasakan bahawa nikmat yang telah datang kepadanya adalah kerana Allah berserta dan kasih dengan perbuatan maksiat mereka . Masih ada juga orang ragu-ragu , kerana kalau kita hendak dapat kebahagian di dunia dan akhirat kita mesti ikut jejak langkah Rasullulah saw dan berpegang teguh pada agama Islam.


Tetapi bagaimana dengan ada orang yang sembahyang 5 waktu sehari semalam, bangun tengah malam bertahajjud, puasa bukan di bulan Ramadhan sahaja, bahkan isnin, Khamis dan puasa sunat yang lain . Tapi, hidup mereka biasa sahaja . Ada yang susah juga . Kenapa? Dan bagaimana pula orang yang seumur hidup tak sembahyang , puasa pun tak pernah , rumahnya tersergam indah, kereta mewah menjalar, duit banyak ,dia boleh hidup kaya dan mewah . Bila kita tanya , apa kamu tak takut mati? Katanya ialah  orang lain pun mati juga , kalau masuk neraka, ramai-ramai . Tak kisah lah! Sombong nya mereka, takburnya mereka.


Rasullulah s.a.w. naik kelangit bertemu Allah pun tak sombong , Nabi Sulaiman, sebesar-besar pangkatnya sehinggakan semua makhluk di muka bumi tunduk di bawah perintahnya pun tak sombong! Secantik-cantik Nabi Yusof dan semerdu suara Nabi Daud, mereka tak sombong . Bila sampai masa dan ketikanya, mereka tunduk dan sujud menyembah Allah.


Manusia istidraj - Manusia yang lupa daratan . Walaupun berbuat maksiat , dia merasa Allah menyayanginya . Mereka memandang hina kepada orang yang beramal. "Dia tu siang malam ke masjid, basikal pun tak mampu beli, sedangkan aku ke kelab malam pun dengan kereta mewah . Tak payah beribadat pun, rezeki datang mencurah -curah . Kalau dia tu sikit ibadat tentu boleh kaya macam aku, katanya dengan sombong . "


Sebenarnya, kadang -kadang Allah memberikan nikmat yang banyak dengan tujuan untuk menghancurkannya Rasullulah s.a.w bersabda:  Apabila Allah menghendaki untuk membinasakan semut , Allah terbangkan semua itu dengan dua sayapnya " (Kitab Nasaibul AIibad)


Anai -anai, jika tidak bersayap, maka dia akan duduk diam di bawah batu atau merayap di celah-celah daun, tetapi jika Allah hendak membinasakannya, Allah berikan dia sayap. Lalu , bila sudah bersayap, anai-anai pun menjadi kelkatu . Kelkatu, bila mendapat nikmat (sayap) dia akan cuba melawan api . Begitu juga manusia, bila mendapat nikmat, cuba hendak melawan Allah swt .


Buktinya, Firaun . Nikmatnya tak terkira, tidak pernah sakit , bersin pun tidak pernah kerana Allah berikannya nikmat kesihatan. Orang lain selalu sakit, tapi Firaun tidak, orang lain mati, namun dia masih belum mati-mati juga , sampai rasa angkuh dan besar diri lantas mengaku dirinya tuhan. Tapi dengan nikmat itulah Allah binasakan dia.


Namrud, yang cuba membakar Nabi Ibrahim. Betapa besar pangkat Namrud? Dia begitu sombong dengan Allah, akhirnya menemui ajalnya hanya disebabkan seekor nyamuk masuk ke dalam lubang hidungnya.


Tidak ada manusia hari ini sekaya Qarun .Anak kunci gudang hartanya sahaja kena dibawa oleh 40 ekor unta. Akhirnya dia ditenggelamkan bersama-sama hartanya sekali akibat terlalu takbur . Jadi kalau kita kaya , jangan sangka Allah sayang , Qarun lagi kaya,akhirnya binasa juga.


Jadi, jika kita kaji dan fikir betul-betul, maka terjawablah segala Keraguan yang mengganggu fikiran kita. Mengapa orang kafir kaya,  dan orang yang berbuat maksiat hidup senang/mewah. Pemberian yang diberikan oleh Allah pada mereka bukanlah yang diredhaiNya. Rupa-rupanya ianya adalah bertujuan untuk menghancurkannya . Untuk apa hidup ini tanpa keredhaanNya?


Tetapi jangan pula ada orang kaya beribadat, masuk masjid dengan kereta mewah kita katakan itu istidraj. Orang naik pangkat , istidraj. Orang-orang besar, istidraj.  Jangan! Orang yang mengunakan nikmatnya untuk kebajikan untuk mengabdi kepada Allah bukan istidraj. Dan jangan pula kita tidak mahu kekayaan. Kalau hendak selamat, hidup kita mesti ada pegangan. Bukan kaya yang kita cari, juga bukan miskin yang kita cari.


Tujuan hidup kita adalah mencari keredaan Allah. Bagaimana cara untuk menentukan nikmat yang diredhai Allah? Seseorang itu dapat menyedari hakikat yang sebenarnya tentang nikmat yang diterimanya itu ialah apabila dia bersyukur nikmatnya . Dia akan mengunakan pemberian kejalan kebaikan dan sentiasa redha dan ikhlas mengabdikan
diri kepada Allah. Maka segala limpah kurnia yang diperolehi itu adalah nikmat pemberian yang diredhai Allah. Bila tujuan hidup kita untuk mencari keredhaan Allah, niscaya selamatlah kita di dunia dan akhirat .


Wallahualam .
Dari Abdullah bin'Amr R. A, Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda, " Sampaikanlah pesanku biarpun satu ayat . ."

My CD Ubuntu 9.10 has arrived!



Yeah. Today i got surprised with CD delivery from EU. Cam xpercaya pulak. During registration they said will be deliver take more than 2 months. But i just wait only for 2 weeks. This is why i love open source community.Efficient and friendly. You can request it trough https://shipit.ubuntu.com/. And thanks CANONICAL for the free cd.



'Ubuntu' is an ancient African word which means 'humanity to others'

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

WTF My Scroll Salah Print

Last week i travel from Johor to Tronoh, perak for doing clearance and take my pending 1 year old scroll degree. Actually 1 week before that i already try reach the ACS( UTP Academic Registry) to claim my pending scroll. But cannot reach by phone so i send through email. Then they replied:

Dear,

Kindly furnish the attachment for official release of the graduation document. Present the completed form to the Exam unit counter upon checking of clearance from UTP Finance. However, if you would wish to receive thru. post, pls. revert the completed form via email together with a copy of
proof of payment (online transaction into UTP Finance account)

Expect delivery within 2-weeks of receive of the completed form subject to clearance form any outstanding dues.

Thank you.
Suhaidah Ismail
Examination & Records unit
Registry

So i decided to come personal take by hand because i am afraid if something mistake and error will happen. It is true. Imagine when you struggle 8 years to achieve stupid scroll and 1 year waiting to take because outstanding fee cause ESU suck ass don't pay your fee. Then i try persuade them with my red eye a.k.a sharingan, since i drive from south  from 8am until 3 pm stuck with jammed and lost on stupid highway all the time. When it is done and for the first time i hold my scroll then this is what i get.


WTF my scroll salah print. They blame the system. Mmg suck ass utp staff. Diorg buget scroll nie main2 ke. Dah le kiraan diorg salah. The correct thing is i am supposely get CGPA 3.08 and  Second Class Upper. Because their own mistake they put CGPA 2.97 and my scroll is Second Class Lower. This thing serious shit important because different payback Scolar PETRONAS for second class lower is 30% and second class upper is 10%.  My loan sum are RM129,937 and 20% different is quite big difference. I thought just they do only mistake on exam registration slip, but until giving scroll also make mistake. Mmg sah diorg ni makan gaji buta a.k.a "sengal". So they say they will correct it back and promise to give it back on Monday morning. So i need to stay at ipoh waiting until next morning. Then on the monday morning i come as promise, still nothing change. WTF. If you can't do it don't promise lor. Waste my time, my energy, my money. So the try pomise again to do it, give them 2 weeks to settle. WTF again why i need to come again. They thought from Johor to Tronoh like from UTP to Tmn Maju ke? If they support my toll and petrol ok ler. Stupid staff. I know they will never keep their promise so i just take up my "salah print scroll". Lantak pi la cakap org utara. Pergi mampus UTP....  i already ask early. Harap nama je international tapi services cam sampah haram jadah najis mungalazah. 


p/s: Patutla customer feedback xleh pakai cause hari2 kena spam. From today i approved that UTP known as Universiti Teknologi Penipu......

Friday, October 30, 2009

Kota Sejarah Islam

DAM ASCUS (DAMSYIK) 

IBU kota Republik Arab Suriah (Syria). kota terbesar di Syria. salah sebuah kota tertua di dunia dan merupakan pusat kebudayaan. pendldikan,ekonomi, perdagangan dan politik Syria, serta pusat perdagangan penting di antara negara-negara Arab bahagian Timur. DAMASCUS menjadi ibu kota pemerintahan Dinasti Umaiyah pada tahun 661- 750 . Setelah dinasti ini jatuh, Damascus menjadi bahagian dari wilayah pemerintah kerajaan-kerajaan Islam hingga awal abad ke- 20.



IA dibangunkan sekitar 3000 tahun sebelum Masihi. Islam masuk ke Damascus ketika Syria dan Palestin yang dikuasai oleh bangsa Rom di takluk tentera Islam di bawah pimpinan pahlawan -pahiawan Isiam ternama Khalid Ibn Walid , Amr bin As, Abu Ubaidah bin Jarrah, Yazid bin Abu Sufyan dan Syuhrabil bin Hasanah pada masa pemerintahan Khalifah Umar bin Khattab.

SELAMA Bani Umaiyah berkuasa ke atas kota inl, ia telah dijadikan pusat penyebaran ajaran Islam dan perluasan wilayah kekuasaan hingga ke Afrika Utara, Sepanyol, Asia Tengah, Persia, India, Semenanjung Arab, Iraq , Syria, Palestin, Jordan, Mesir, Afrika Utara sampai ke Samudera Atlantik, Asia Tengah hingga ke perbatasan China dan Rusla seiatan dan juga Sind .

PADA abad ke-ll dan ke-12, pada masa pemerintahan Dinasti Abbasiyah, Damascus menjadi pusat Salahuddin Yusuf al-Ayyubi, pemimpin Islam dari Mesir , untuk melawan tentera salib yang menguasai Palestin .

SEHINGGAhari ini, ketrampilan Damascus sebagai sebuah kota yang melambangkan ketinggian tamadun umat Islam pada zaman silam amat nyata terutama pada bangunan-bangunan yang masih utuh dan mengagumkan.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Quote Of the Day

"When you have nothing, you have nothing to fear" -Kasapsky-

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Once upon a time as criminal...

During shuffle and searching important document for my own reference, then found this funny document. Huhu teringat balik, masa saat2 kena tinggal flight. Tak pernah dibuat orang seumur hidup flight tunggu passenger, haha. This happen during my return back from Miri to JB.


Tak tahan kena panggil subjek. Cam criminal la pulak. Huhu. Actually aku dah duduk Miri more than 6 months. Supposedly kena update passport every 3 months, but sebab malas nak gie and HR pulak xlayan budak2 trainee so my passport expired. Jadi bila masa nak pulang pihak imigresen pun kasik surat nie. Rasa cam kena halau je, haha tapi sebenarnya surat ni la penyelamat. Sometime kita tak tau takdir Allah. So ceritanya begini. Mula2 dah janji dgn officemate utk antar ke airport pukul 2. So perjalanan dr rumah ke airport approximately dlm 45 minit. Kalo gerak kul 2, sampai dlm kul 3. Fligth departure kul 4 so still ade 15minit lagi before kaunter close. Because Air Asia will close its counter 45 minute before departure. Tapi yang bestnye officemate datang kul 3.30 pm. woh dia bujet aku naik MAS. So anytime leh checkin. Then dgn gelabahnya dia pun drive cam Mike Webber 120km/h on the road dgn langgar traffic light sepanjang jalan. So sampai airport dlm kul 3.55pm. Masa tu flight aku AK 5741 sudah redi utk berlepas. Then pergila berlari2 ke kauter yg dah tutup.

Akak kaunter : " adik nak balik kuching ke?" sebab masa tu tinggal kaunter check in ke kuching flight kul 530pm.

then aku jawab :" kak saya nak balik ke JB. Kaunter ke JB mane kak?" dgn wat muka inocent tercungap2 sebab berlari.

Akak kaunter dgn kerut dahi berkata: "Kaunter JB dah close dik. Flight nak terbang dah. Sorry Adik kena tunggu next flight sebab xboleh dah check in. Flight dah standby nak berlepas"

then dgn nada sayu dan pura2 innocent lagi : "Kak tolong saya kak. Saya kena balik juga hari ni. Kalo tak nanti saya kena tangkap masuk jail. Kak tgk surat ni. Imigresen paksa saya balik hari ni jugak. tolong la kak. Saya merayu. Saya mmg salah. Tapi saya kena balik jugak hari ini. Tolong Kak tolong.." mmg tak boleh bla lakonan spontan aku ni.

Akak kaunter sambil berkerut dahi mata merah, sebab mekap tebal sangat nampak cair perlahan2 kerana berpeluh : " mmm..... tapi janji jangan buat lagi. Kak tolong kali ni je. Faham!"

aku : " Terima kasih kak. harap tuhan balas jasa kakak. saya janji ni skali je. Mmg salah saya. terima kasih kak" 


Akak kauter pun mencapai walkie talkie di kaunternya lalu call pilot :" Emergency, emergency. Ade important passenger need to boarding immediately today. Over" 


Pilot "Calling Cockpit to counter. Permission deny. Flight already on track. Over "


Akak kaunter "Emergency, emergency. This passenger need aboard immediately. Got force letter from imegresen. Over"


Pilot "Ok. 5 minutes. 5 minutes. Roger and out".


Akak kaunter : "Roger. Ok saya bagi awak 5 minit untuk sampai ke Flight. kalo lambat tinggal..." dgn muka marah penuh kesabaran.

Aku : "Terima kasih kak. Saya pergi dulu. ok 5 minit"


So berlari la aku dgn menggendong 2 beg berat, satu laptop lama yg berat 3.5 kg dgn backpack lebih kurang 1 kg. Cam ala2 James Bond lak berlari, perut tak tahan nak tergelak. Org keliling semua tgk. Terus naik escalator, then sampai ke inspection door, semua org dah tunggu dgn walkie talkie. Abg guard pun terus cakap masuk je xpayah check. Terfikir lak niat jahat kenape aku xseludup barang time camni, sure diorg xcheck. rasa rugi pulak. haha. Lepas je inspection door guard tu pun terus call walkie talkie "Ok subjek dah bergerak menuju ke Pintu pelepasan, Over" huh cam criminal lari dlm airport. siap report aku dah pass inspection door. Then sampai je pintu pelepasan, mak ai jauhnye flight. That time flight AK tu dah wat uturn balik sebab nak pickup aku. so berlari-larila cam org giler ke tengah landasan sambil diiringi staff-staff airport. Cam siot jugak lak diorg beratur berderet sambil call walkie-talkie "subjek dah lepas. Subjek dah lepas" siap gelak2 senyum cipan. Mane tak nya tgk aku berlari2 ala2 gaya James Boncit kena tinggal flight. So mmg sampai 5 minit pun and that flight to JB haritu delay 5 minit sebab tunggu aku. "Bang!" sampai2 je nampak diorg bukak pintu cockpit dgn tangga. Macam VIP la pulak. haha. Naik je flight  semua passenger tunjuk muke bengang dgn aku pasal aku flight delay. Siap announce lak tu. demmit. But tengah kelam kabut tu akhirnya dapat jugak aku pulang ke semenanjung. Syukur. Mula2 bujet macam xlepas nak balik tapi sebab surat imigresen tu jadi penyelamat. Huhu kenangan yang xboleh dilupakan sampai biler2. Huhu later aku akan cerita satu lagi pengalaman yg xleh dilupakan. Saat2 kena bedah kat Hospital Ipoh.  to be continue......

Monday, October 26, 2009

Continue from previous post....(Sometimes, it is our fate)

mm.. actually this is continue from previous post.

she replied:

to be honest...i want u to know.......sorry if i am wrong...but yesterday..i really2 dissapointed with u...because i promise to go out with u late nigth for drink together as usual and u say ok. 3times.... then i wait until 12 am....but u are not in ur room..and u say u are going out with ur  fren(guy)...... 

>> i am really really sorry for what i have done... but i really had waited for u to call / msg me las nite... if u do contact me, im sure i'll be back soon enuf to be with you... (ive waited coz i tot u were stil bz with ur fren at the room) 



if u are in my side.....u tak rase kecewa ker bila ur lover leh kuar with other guy and left u behind........

>> i will feel kecewa... if i said im not, that is a lie lah... but if my lover do kua wif other girl (his frens), i respect his decision..... things happen for reason... but.... i cant accept it if the girl is my partner's scandal-to-be 



actually it is true i not jealous but when the time u realy2 need me, but i is not there....what are u feel.....i just want u to think by ur self.....i am so sorry because i cant lie with my heart........ 

>> i felt sad with u las evening bcoz of the picture... how much i wanted to tell to other people that u are mine, and im urs; but u stopped me to do that... i was shocked and sad =( i want u to be supportive with me not to condem me, but u were just not there........................ 



it ups to u then....if u are really want me,need me ...u can come back to me.....i already can accept u....remember i dont left u behind.....but if u dont want it...it ups to u then...... 

>> i really do want u.. however, i really dont like to dissapoint the one that i love... and yet, i always make u feel dissapointed on me......
huhu............... =(



i know i am too weak, i don have anything...just want on u in my side, support me, help, temankan me.....that it what i want, not only have awek as what u think...... 

>> i know im not the good person, not the right girl u are looking for... the real me, my bad is jus tooo much than my good... im sure u'll say no to me if u know my trueself in the first place....... u are just too good for me... seriously im nothing to be compared to u...... =( 



mmg i tak marah when u keluar with ur guy fren, but i cannat lie with my hearth, i mmg rase kecewa, and rasenye every guy will dissapointed when his true love go out with other, even if that is is bestfren.......... 

>> i know about this long2 time ago



that i only need just u said "sayang, i am sorry" that it...tue jer just to cool down myself.....but u did anything else....... 

>> sayang, i am sorry.... 



u are not wrong, but i am also....

>> i dont blame you, but me to start this in the fes place...... 



so jus think in my side.......it up to u to choose.....either u want me or not......n want to let u know i love u because is not just ade awek. i choose u because i want someone fill my empty space, to give spirit to live, make me visible, take me ou from my darkness... 

>> i want you.... i really want to be with u all the time...



then i already show u how seriusly i love u, i am worry when u go out with other guy, something bad thing can happen....tha why.. not jealous but worry...that mean i really2 love u my dear..... 

>> im  touched.. thank you for loving me well enuf 



it is not mean i kongkong u, but to protect u...but i know u will be not understand......thats why the first love cant be long forever,.....because we only think about ourself, not others...... 

>> fes love always be the nicest one, even the longest one...... 


so this time i want u decide urself......either u want me let u go or u come back to me...it yours choice......... 

>> i want to come back to you but im just to afraid to dissapoint u again and again later................ =(



and thank you my dear because u give me a nice time to remember while only the short time.........and if have anything problem, dont hesistate to call me for help.....;) u are the one, the first and the last.......u will know if u are on my side....;)  

>> if bad thing happend between u and me later, im just too weak to see u again.... 


so that person she going out is playboy who i don't like. If other person i don't care much, but that person i really2 hate cause he is playboy and why he must interfere us? Before we are couple, he does care about her. But when we become couple he came and interfere with our relationships. WHY? Is girl outside is not enough for you? You only want tackle only unavailable aweks? I also asked why when we are single, nobody cares but when we had someone special, they come and interfere. lancau......

Sometime, it is our fate.....

This morning i try to search my previous email. Because it's too many about 1052 email, not include junk and spam. So i need to clear up my oldest inbox. When i go trough all my oldest inbox, I fund this sarcastic email. Let read it again since i will delete it forever.
From her to me,
subject: huhu


i jus went out with my fren and u are sad with me ni baru sekali... if i kua byk kali wif my frens later.. and so u know i have more guy frens than my girls.. witnessing ur action tonite, i dun think u can handle it well enuf huhu... =(




this is a really thing that i need u to really understand fully deeply... u told me earlier u wud be ok with me goin out with my frens... either guy or girls.. when comes to real situation, u didnt act as what u said to me not long before

seriously... if u cannot accept this, the fact that i go out with my guy fren, i think we are better off being apart from each other... this is a serious thing...... and i dont want to face the same thing again for the second time


if u cannot tolerate with me now, then so with our future... u'll act the same thing i promised to myself, until im married to my husband, than only i stop seeing my frens esp the guys i believed that i have the freedom of seeing anyone that i want without u stopping me or arguing me.. (and u agreed with me during the fes few weeks of our relationship) coz i know.. fren is a fren... and i know what is the boundry of being frens whenever im with them...
i wont turn myself to my fren, not to another guy coz i already have u... but guys wud never understand me on this

reason why i tak nak kapel is bcoz i know the guy will kongkong my life as what he wants me to.. u said earlier, u are not the same as others........ and i accepted you coz u said u are different from other guys.... but NOT to my surprise, u are just the same as the other deswai i asked u to deeply think, DO U WANT ME? can u handle me coz i admit i am a burden to u... sumore im not v****n as u wanted... again, the second time of being the lowest point of my life...

u are just to good to be true.... im not the perfect girl for u.. i know myself really well in the first place, a very bad girl

ntah la... u gave me soo much hint that im not the right person for u i already gave up once on u before, when u knew im not a v***n anymore and now u raise up another big issue on me again and seriously i give up again.......

i surrender myself on defending or protecting our relationship again.... =( i jus cannot handle being guilty to do sumtin that im not suppose to get worried if u can not accept me as who i am, im willingly to let go off myself from u... it's good for both of us

don call and ask to go out to pujuk me... later end up dok tepi pantai lagi.. and waste your money on that

i really need space to be alone... cukup lah u did offline in front of my eyes twice las nite.. it really hurts me a lot
again... i cried my tears because of u

i dont want to meet you, i dont want to hear your voice, i dont want to see you online dont call me, dont msg me, dont even try to contact me... coz i wont it really hurts when i know u are reluctant to accept me as who i am... again  plus, ur main reason to hold up this rship is jus want to have a gefren in ur life without even care who is she

right at this moment,  with all my love toward you is fading away.. i give up and im letting u go away from my life

My Love.

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then i replied:
to be honest...i want u to know.......sorry if i am wrong...but yesterday..i really2 dissapointed with u...because i promise to go out with u late nigth for drink together as usual and u say ok. 3times....then i wait until 12 am....but u are not in ur room..and u say u are going out with ur  fren(guy)......if u are in my side.....u tak rase kecewa ker bila ur lover leh kuar with other guy and left u behind........actually it is true i not jealous but when the time u realy2 need me, but i is not there....what are u feel.....i just  want u to think by ur self.....i am so sorry because i cant lie with my heart........it ups to u then....if u are really want me,need me ...u can come back to me.....i already can accept u....remember i dont left u behind.....but if u dont want it...it ups to u then...... i know i am too weak, i don have anything...just want on u in my side, support me, help, temankan me.....that it what i want, not only have awek as what u think......mmg i tak marah when u keluar with ur guy fren, but i cannat lie with my hearth, i mmg rase kecewa, and rasenye every guy will dissapointed when his true love go out with other, even if that is is bestfren..........that i only need just u said "sayang, i am sorry" that it...tue jer just to cool down myself.....but u did anything else.......u are not wrong, but i am also....so jus think in my side.......it up to u to choose.....either u want me or not......n want to let u know i love u because is not just ade awek. i choose u because i want someone fill my empty space, to give spirit to live, make me visible, take me ou from my darkness...then i already show u how seriusly i love u, i am worry when u go out with other guy, something bad thing can happen....tha why.. not jealous but worry...that mean i really2 love u my dear.....it is not mean i kongkong u, but to protect u...but i know u will be not understand......thats why the first love cant be long forever,.....because we only think about ourself, not others......so this time i want u decide urself......either u want me let u go or u come back to me...it yours choice.........and thank you my dear because u give me a nice time to remember while only the short time.........and if have anything problem, dont hesistate to call me for help.....;) u are the one, the first and the last.......u will know if u are on my side....;) 


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then she replied again:

i am really really trully deeply sorry about going out with my guy fren last nite




u are just too good for me.....


seriuosly i really dont like to dissapoint especially to the one that i love...
but sumhow, i make them feel dissapointed, that i'll loose to myself

and 1 more thing.... sumtin happend yesterday and i felt sad bout it actually..
that was why i just can went out borak2 with my fren lame2 jus to forget bout that

='( cudnt help myself to b sad and did sumtin way behind ur back...

sorry sayang



then the end..  let me tell you the real story happen that nite. Actually we are suppose had dinner together as usual. But what happen that nite is she going out with "her fren" (male actually) alone together and leave me behind. If you were in my side, what will you thinking? Well no need to think anymore because this happen 3 years ago and she already left me 2 years ago. And now i still love her, i don't know why i am to loyal to this love even you are being left alone. She left me 2 years ago with no sign, no argument, no fighting, just leave me like that. The last time she said to me "i will call you later". And i wait that call more than 2 years and still waiting even i know she will never call me back. It's like waiting the moon falling down to earth. Everyday i asked myself,"what so hard to left this my first love". WE never declare as couple, just fren. She never accepted me as her soul mate, just fren. So why i still waiting something is will not be happen. Yeah i agreed, i am really stupid about love. Since now i still waiting, still single. Why? Because i make stupid promise that she is the first, and the last. And i am the person who hold promise until dead. So the moral of this story is don't make stupid promise because it will eaten you alive...  tbc

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Speed Test!




My internet speed test.... below 0.5 mb/s, OMG...

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Assalamualaikum

TAHUKAH kamu, di dalam al-Quran terdapat sekltar 146 perkataan salarn , baik dalam bentuk kata kerja mahupun kata benda, antaranya salamun  'alaikum (6:54), fa sallimu (24:61) dan wa as-salamu (20:47).

MENURUT hadis Nabi s.a.w, dari Ibnu Majid, As-salam adalah salah satu nama daripada nama-nama Allah dan diperlntahkan untuk disebarluaskan agar orang yang menerimanya mendapat keselamatan dan kesejahteraan dari Zat aI-Salam (Yang Maha Sejahtera) Itu .

UCAPAN salam ini sebenarnya pertama kali diajarkan oleh Allah kepada Nabi Adam a.s. untuk disampaikan kepada para Malaikat. Salam itu berbunyi assalamualaikum, lalu para Malaikat menjawab; as-salamu 'alaika wa rahmat Allah (semoga Allah memberikan keselamatan, kesejahteraan dan rahmat-Nya kepadamu).

SEBUAH hadls yang di rlwayatkan oleh Abu Dawud dan At-tirmidzi menyebut bunyi salam terbahagi kepada tiga: pendek, sedang dan panjang .

SEBUTAN pendek berbunyi assalamualaikum , sedang assalamu 'alaikum wa rahmat Allah (semoga Allah rnemberlkan keselamatan, kesejahteraan, dan rahmat-Nya kepadamu), dan panjang as-salamu 'alaikum wa rahmat Allah wa barakatuh (semoga Allah memberikan keselarnatan dan melimpahkan rahmat
dan berkat -Nya kepadarnu).

HADIS juga menyebut ; semakln panjang sebutan alama, semakin banyak pula pahala yang akan diperolehi oleh si pengucap.

PARA ulama sependapat bahawa hukurn memberi salam adalah sunat mu 'akkad (sunat yang dituntut). Hal ini didasarkan kepada firman Allah dalam Surah al-An'am ayat 54 :

"Apabila orang·orang yang beriman kepada ayat·ayat Kami itu datang kepadamu, maka katakanlah salamun 'alaikum (mudah-mudahan Allah melimpahkan kesejahteraan atas kamu)..."

Meskipun hukum memberi salam itu sunat , tetapi menjawab salam adalah wajib. Firman Allah dalam Surah an-Nissa' ayat 86 bermaksud:

"Apabila kamu dlberl penghormatan dengan sesuatu penghormatan. maka balaslah penghormatan Itu dengan yang leblh balk daripadanya. atau balaslah penghormatan itu (dengan yang serupa). Sesungguhnya Allah selalu membuat perhitungan atas tiap-tiap sesuatu."

PENTlNGNYA memberi salam meskipun sunat dapat dilihat daripada satu peristiwa di mana Rasulullah s.a.w,menegur seorang sahabat bernama Kildah bin Hanbali. Kildah telah berkunjung ke rumah Rasulullah s.a.w. tanpa mengucapkan salam,lalu Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda: "Kembalilah, dan ucapkanlah salam lebih dahulu dan kemudlan tanyakan apa boleh masuk langsung ke dalam
rumah." - Attirmidzi

Adab memberi salam, dldasarkan kepada hadis, di simpulkan sebagai berikut:
i. Hendaklah orang yang lebih kecil (muda) memberi salam kepada orang yang lebih besar (tua).
ii . Orang yang berjalan terhadap orang yang duduk.
iii. Orang yang jumlahnya sedikit kepada orang yang jumlahnya banyak.
iv. Orang yang naik kenderaan kepada orang yang berjalan kaki.
v. Seorang sahaja deripada sekumpulan orang memberi salam kepeda sekelompok orang yang lain dan wa]ar kalau seorang sahaja pun daripada sekelompok orang itu yang menjawab.

OLEH kerana pertama kali salam Itu diajarkan oleh Allah kepada Nabl Adam, serta kemuliaan-kemuliaan lain yang begitu banyak, maka ucapan salam Itu hanya boleh dlucapkan kepada orang Islam. Haram hukumnya diucapkan kepada orang kafir terutama orang Yahudl dan Nasranl.

Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w.: ''janganlah kamu mulai memberi salam kepada orang-orang Yahudi dan Nasrani"

INI dapat dl buktikan juga semasa Rasulullah s.a.w. menulis surat kepada raja-raja negara tetangga untuk mengajak mereka menganut Islam.  Dalam pembukaan suratnya, baglnda menggunakan ayat: saiamun 'ala man ittaba'a al-huda (keselamatan semoga dilimpahkan kepada orang yang mengl kut petunjuk).

Bilakah saat yang paling balk memberi salam?

I. Ketika berlaku pertemuan.
II, Ketika memasukl dan menlnggalkan pertemuan.
III. Ketika hendak memasukl rumah.
lv . Ketika menziarahl kubur.
v. Oleh suaml ketlka hendak "mendatangi" isterinya.
vI. Ketika menziarahi rumah orang.

Firman Allah; "Hai orang-orang yang beriman, janganlah kamu memasuki rumah yang bukan rumahmu sebelum meminta izin dan memberl salam kepada penghuninya.....
An-Nuur: 27

viI. Ketika menziarahi orang saklt .

Monday, October 19, 2009

Giler Sombong nak mampus Microsoft!!

Last week i had receive info about Microsoft new Open project a.k.a WebsiteSpark. Refer to http://www.microsoft.com/web/websitespark/. I tough that "spark" mean given startup or be ignite. So i interested read  about "Training & Support Receive dedicated support from Microsoft engineers and Network Partners around the world, including agencies, incubators, developers, and designers." from the main site. I also want to involve and join since i am also programmer and loyal to Microsoft product. Most my programming using ASP.Net or we can call it Microsoft Visual Studio, Microsoft Windows, everything about Microsoft. Why i really support this license company because i thought they are more concert about their customer. So i the agreement and register as join member. Maybe someday i will help other or community service with cheapest services charge designing their small company website. Unfortunately what i got is "

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Hi Kasapsky,

WebsiteSpark is for companies doing web design and development business. From your description and website, your company does not qualify. Thanks for your interest.

Thanks.

Best Regards,

Peter H. S. Tam
Acting Lead
Developer & Platform Evangelism
Microsoft Malaysia
General : +603 2179 6838 | DID/FAX: +603 2179 6942 | Mobile : +6012 3775068
email : petertam@microsoft.com | live messenger : petertamhs@hotmail.com |FaceBook 



Yes, my companies doing web design and development business. It just beginning, than i need your support to improve it. Idiot! If i got advance website or tools i don't need your help IDIOT! Don't use work "websitespark" if you wanted on your requirement the fully advance website already. Being arrogant because your are big company. Go to hell. Known currently what i am thinking it's better i shift to open source project rather than this bullshit project, idiot mindset. I already got my on tools, IDIOT. We just want to share and experience with your project for your benefit, give your suggestion and information so later you can improve and  compete with open source project. But see what do you do to us like shit. So go to hell..... Now i approved that Microsoft Is "Suckass"......

Saturday, October 17, 2009

"Take a Break"



Thursday, October 15, 2009

Solat Musafir

SOLAT JAMAK
Jamak ertinya menghimpun dua solat ke dalam satu solat. Solat yang boleh di jamakkan ialah solat Zohor dengan Asar dan Maghrib dan Isyak. Jamak terbahagi kepada 2 bahagian iaitu :

Jamak Takdim
Solat Zohor dijamakkan dengna Asar dalam waktu Zohor dan Solat Magrib dengan Isyak dalam waktu Magrib.

Syarat Jamak Takdim :

i. Hendaklah dimulakan solat pada waktu yang pertama seperti Zohor kemudiannya diikuti dengan Asar dan Maghrib kemudiannya Isyak
ii. Niat Jamak dalam solat yang pertama pada permulaan takbiratul ihram
iii. Berturut-turut (Muawwalat) antara solat yang pertama dengan solat yang kedua.

Jamak Takhir
Zolat Zohor dijamakkan dengan Asar dan dilakukan dalam Waktu Asar. Manakala solat Magrib dilakukan pada Waktu Isyak.

Syarat Jamak Takhir :

i. Hendaklah diniatkan di dalam hati pada waktu yang pertama yang ia akan menangguhkan solatnya hingga ke waktu yang kedua.
ii. Masih berada dalam musafir hingga selesai kedua-dua solat.

SOLAT QASAR

Qasar ertinya memendekkan solat yang empat rakaat kepada dua rakaat sahaja. Solat yang boleh dipendekkan ialah solat Zohor, Asar dan Isyak sahaja.

Syarat-syarat sah Solat Qasar ialah :

Musafirnya tidak bertujuan maksiat.
Perjalanannya melebihi 2 marhalah iaitu 60 batu / 96.6 km
Diniatkan qasar solat ketika takbiratul ihram
Tidak boleh mengikut imam yang sedang solat sempurna (Tamam)
Mengetahui solat qasar itu menjadi harus baginya
Mengetahui tempat yang hendak dituju, jika tiada tujuan atau matlamat tidak sah qasarnya
Tidak boleh qada qasar solat yang ditinggalkan semasa di tempat kediamannya tetapi solat yang ditinggalkan semasa dalam musafir boleh di qada'
Masih berada dalam musafir hingga selesai solatnya


Contoh niat bagi solat qasar adalah seperti berikut (Solat Zohor) :



Sahaja aku solat fardhu Zohor dua rakaat qasar kerana Allah taala.

HAL-HAL YANG BERKENAAN DENGAN JAMA' DAN QASAR

Apabila seseorang itu bermusafir lebih dari dua marhalah maka ia harus melakukan solat qasar dan jama' sekali. Ertinya ia boleh menjama'kan di antara dua solat dan mengqasarkan sekali. Walau bagaimanapun, ia boleh melakukan di antara satu yang berikut :

Menjama'kan dua solat fardhu tanpa qasar

Menjama'kan dua solat fardhu dan qasar

Terdapat 2 kaedah yang boleh digunakan melalui cara ini :

Niat Jama' Taqdim dan Qasar :

i.

Solat Zohor dan Asar.



Sengaja aku solat fardhu Zohor dua rakaat qasar serta di jama'kan dengan Asar kerana Allah Taala


Mengerjakannya dengan azan dan diiringi iqamat. Selepas memberi salam, maka iqamat sekali lagi tanpa menangguhkan (kecuali mengambil wuduk) dan berniat pula seperti berikut :


Sengaja aku solat fardhu Asar dua rakaat qasar kerana Allah Taala

ii. Solat Maghrib dan Isya'


Sengaja aku solat fardhu Magrib tiga rakaat qasar serta di jama'kan dengan Isya' kerana Allah Taala

Solat maghrib tidak boleh diqasarkan. Cara melaksanakan jamak taqdim maghrib - isya' sama dengna niat jama' taqdim zuhur-asar. setelah memberi salam kemudian bangun dan iqamat dan berniat seperti berikut :



Sengaja aku solat fardhu Isya' dua rakaat qasar kerana Allah Taala


Niat Jama' Takhir dan Qasar:


i. Solat Zohor dan Asar


Sengaja aku solat fardhu Zohor dua rakaat qasar serta di jama'kan dengan Asar kerana Allah Taala

Selepas memberi salam, maka iqamat sekali lagi dan berniat semula seperti berikut :



Sengaja aku solat fardhu Asar dua rakaat qasar kerana Allah Taala

ii. Solat Maghrib dan Isya'


Sahaja aku solat fardhu maghrib tiga rakaat dijama'kan dengan isya' tunai kerana Allah Taala.

Selepas memberi salam, maka iqamat sekali lagi dan berniat semula seperti berikut :



Sengaja aku solat fardhu Isya' dua rakaat qasar kerana Allah Taala

ihsan dari:

Mutiara Kata

Mutiara Kata: "Tiga perkara yang mengiringi mayat kekubur iaitu:- Harta, kekayaan dan amalan. Dua akan ditinggalkan  iaitu harta dan kekayaan manakala satu tinggal menemani mayat iaitu amalan"

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Benarkah Kata Orang....

Benarkah kata orang :
bila senang kawan kata "jom","mari","temankan aku","tgh buat ape","dah makan blum","tgk bola kat mamak jom"......

bila susah kawan kata "gi mampus","lu sapa","lancau","sori beb aku buzy","not answerd","tut...tut... no yg anada dial tidak aktif atau berada di luar kawasan kami...terima kasih... tut.......","...."........

Benarkah kata orang:
bila kacak dan cun "pewwitt","xmo keje dgn i ke?","duk mana","single lagi ke?","ada no?","geramnya tgk awak"...

bilak dah xkacak perut buncit "mamat digi","eeee xsenonoh","giler geli","duit xde? keter ade? kalo xde gie mampus"........

Benarkah kata orang:
bila keje besar "puyooo... ko keje mana? ade open tak?","beb keter baru ke beb?","jom clubbing jom","ade awek ushar ko bro".....

bila xde keje jadi pengangur "blaja tinggi2 tapi xkeje","pemalas.....","sori bro sini xde kosong, kitaorg xterima org2 xcun sebab xbest ajak beromen","ngabih beras dgn karen je","ape pandang2","kucik koyak seluar kecut ade hati nak ushar org, pi la lu mat","sakai mana pulak ni datang"........

Benarkah?.... benarkah.... mmg fitrah manusia munyukai benda yg baik-baik, dan cantik2 dan sempurna.....

"Bersabarlaa... dan bertawakalaaa,
pada dunia ini.......
sesuatu yang terjadi itu....
tentu ada hikmatnya.........." ntah sape nyanyi aku xingat

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Sheikh Mohammed al-Ghazali al-Saqqa



Sheikh Mohammed al-Ghazali al-Saqqa (1917-1996) (Arabicالشيخ محمد الغزالي أحمد السقا ‎), was an Islamic cleric and scholar whose writings "have influenced generations of Egyptians". "The author of 94 books, Sheik Ghazali attracted a broad following with works that sought to interpret Islam and its holy book, the Qur'an, in a modern light. He is widely credited with contributing to a revival of Islamic faith in Egypt over the last decade." Another source called him "one of the most revered sheiks in the Muslim world."
Al-Ghazali was born in 1917 in the small town of Itai al Baroud, southeast of the coastal port of Alexandria. He graduated from Al Azhar University in 1941. He was married and had seven children and was buried in MedinaSaudi Arabia.
Al-Ghazali was known in the West for testifying on behalf of the assassins of secularist author Farag Foda, telling the "Egyptian court that anyone who openly resisted the full imposition of Islamic law was an apostate who should be killed either by the government or by devout individuals. He also called on the Government to appoint a committee to measure the faith of the population and give wayward Egyptian Muslims time to repent. Those who did not should be killed, he said."
In the Muslim world, however, Al-Ghazali "was not closely identified with the militant cause". He "often appeared on state-run television and held a place in the pulpit of one of Cairo's largest mosques," and in 1989 wrote a book "severely" criticizing what he believed to be the "literalismanti-rationalism, and anti-interpretive approach to Islamic texts" of Ahl al-Hadith, (a term thought to be a euphemism for Wahhabis). The book prompted "several major conferences ... in Egypt and Saudi Arabia" criticizing the book, long articles in response in the Saudi-owned London-based newspaper Asharq Al-Awsat, and assorted writings of others condemning al-Ghazali and questioning "his motives and competence."
After Egyptian Islamic Jihad attempted to kill Egyptian President Hosni Mubarak during a visit to Ethiopia June 1995, "Sheik Ghazali was among the prominent Islamic clerics who traveled to the presidential palace to congratulate Mr. Mubarak on his safe return."
The following is a sample of his writings:
"I did not like the way she was dressed when she entered my office. However, the look in her eyes revealed sadness and bewilderment that called for compassion and patience. She sat down and started sharing her concerns hoping to find answers with me. I listened to her long enough. I learned that she was an Arab girl who received her education in France where she was raised. It was also clear that she barely knew Islam. I started explaining basic facts, dispelling suspicions, answering questions and refuting orientalists’ lies about Islam. I also did not forget to allude to today’s civilization and how it considers women as cheap flesh. At the end of my talk, the girl asked for a future appointment and excused herself. Soon after, a young man – on whom qualities of Outward Islamism were apparent – came storming into my office and said violently: “How come such wicked person was admitted here?” “The job of a physician is to accept. He doesn’t typically see healthy people, does he?” I replied. “Of course, you advised her to wear Hijab!” he added. I said to him “The issue is much bigger than that. There is the foundation that has to be laid. There is the Belief in Allah and the Hereafter. There is the hearing and the obeying of what was revealed in the Qur’an and the Sunnah, in addition to the pillars of worship and manners; the pillars that Islam cannot exist without …”. He interrupted me saying, “All of this does not mean we don’t order her to wear Hijab”. “I wouldn’t like it if she came in a nun’s clothes while her heart is void of Allah. I taught her the basis that will help her to choose, on her own free will, to wear more decent clothes,” I calmly replied. He tried to interrupt me again so I said firmly “I can’t drag Islam by its tail as you do. I lay the foundation and then start building and I usually achieve what I want with wisdom”. Two weeks later, the girl came back. She was wearing much more decent clothes with a scarf over her head. She resumed her questions and I resumed my teaching. Then I asked “Why don’t you go to the nearest mosque to your home?” I said that but immediately I felt remorse. I remembered that mosques are closed in the face of Muslim women. The girl answered that she hated the People of Religion and that she did not like to listen to them. “Why?” I asked “They are hard-hearted, and they treat us with contempt and scorn”, came her swift reply. I don’t know why I remembered Hind (Abu-Sufyan’s wife). She was the one who chewed Hamza’s liver and fought Islam vigorously until the 8th year of Hijrah. She did not really know the Prophet. However, when she knew him and saw his lenient manners, she told him “I never wished someone on the face of this earth to be abased more than you and your family. Now, I do not wish to see someone on the face of this earth more honored than you and your family”. The Prophet’s kindness and sympathy changed the hearts of the people around him. Now, would the Du`ah today learn from their Prophet? Would they learn to draw together instead of driving away, and to bring good tidings rather than to say things that repels people away from them and from Islam?"
p/s: Profile taken from Wikipedia. The source may be wrong and inaccurate. i will try to do research and do more studies about our scholar as for contributing for Islam and our people.